Scrambled brains

I have scrambled brains today; not noodle-like, more like too much electricity and confusion.

Uli has already slotted straight back into life with Harvey. I have not. I feel unsettled. I feel tired. Yet I feel antsy. I don’t know what to with myself. I guess it will take 3 weeks to get back into it. Apparently all habits - good and bad - take 3 weeks to adopt/drop. I will be patient and just go with the flow and not put pressure on myself and just accept that it will take as long as it takes.

This park in Costa Rica is nice. My favourite butterfly the morpho azul is fluttering all around. the first time I saw one was when I was just a kid and it was in a presentation box, nailed to a bit of cardboard. I was disgusted and appalled and saddened at how all these beautiful butterflies were dead and pegged out. But at the same time, when I saw the big blue one, I remember saying to myself I wonder where that came from? One day I am going to see one of those alive….and here I am doing it. Woooo!!!